Spent the day with Lionboy over at my aunt's place, where we were completely stuffed of course. It's so unfair how skinny she is! Lionboy was pretty determined to teach me how to ride a bike, but I fell asleep on the floor and it started to rain. She calls it bad luck, I call it divine intervention.
A tweet just came on twitter. And I feel so pressured to live up to it. In more ways than one.
Beautiful people hardly ever think they're beautiful.
So how do you know if you really are beautiful?
Loneliness is better when you're not alone. Such a gorgeous song. It has been on repeat for the longest time (: I'm trying to decide if putting these sad songs on repeat is better than before when I would put my thinspo playlist on repeat. Can't help thinking that I need to go back to my restricting days. Y'know, back when I was thinner. A little smaller. A little prettier. I found all my old collarbones, hipbones pictures and I'm trying to keep away from my thinspo folder. Not cause I don't wanna fall back into that, more because I feel guilty for not doing more to get back to the way I used to be.

hipbones gone.
collarbones gone.
waistline gone.this stinks.
we're gonna need a pretty song to save our souls.


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